Saturday, February 24, 2007
These emotion rollercoaster rides I go through everyday are sucking the life out of me. The little things taking place around me can have such a great impact on my mood, and I really can’t take this anymore. I’m really tired. Happiness and emotions as such are mere illusions I guess. We speak of perseverance,but I don’t think I can fulfill everything this simple word entails. I will TRY, but when it gets too hard I will not question but accept everything that is thrown at me. Because I can no longer go through yet another cycle of temporal high which quickly dips to the bottom ebb once again. I hate changes... I am not an adaptable kind of gal. Stagnancy may not be a bad thing after all. It all depends on the way one perceived it. There's no right or wrong answer just a matter of willingness or reluctance to believe in it.
On top of that, I need to stop reminiscing. My brain is simply too small to keep a record of all the past memories. It does no good too.
