Monday, May 29, 2006
Its raining heavily outside right now thus i chose to stay indoors today. The peacefulness of the surrounding sets me into deep thoughts of many things which i may not have the time to ponder with in my daily life. This is one reason why i love sundays as its the best time to sit down, relax and sort out ur thoughts. Today, i watched a docmentary about the healthcare workers and a question came into my mind. Am i really suitable to be part of them? One thing for sure, i love the job scoope of a healthcare worker and i truly respected doctors and nurses. However, have i really made the right choice? There are people ard me facing the same dilemma. Prehaps because its impossible to envisage the future thus the fear of making the wrong choice sets in. It pretty ironical as since young, my passion to be a healthcare worker is monumental and right now i'm thinking this way. Prehaps part of the reason is due to my current job. I was a little influenced by the dazzling lifestyle of the people in the business world. However the confab that i had with my aunt yeaterday seems to bring me back to square one. Definitely i enjoy my current job and at the same time my passion to be a healthcare worker still exists. Pretty confusing isn't it?
